New York: Herald Square with The NY Herald on the right. View looking north toward Longacre Square on Broadway - now known as Times Square. Ca.1910.
Aw thanks. You’re amazing too though! Xoxo
For years I have been making this mental list of things I want in a guy. Every time I meet a new personality I pick out the fruits I like and put them in this basket case of mine that I call my head. When I tell people I’m picky, it’s no exaggeration. A hang nail could be a deal breaker.
I’ve thought about writing it down, but Im afraid to. I’m afraid it would make me closed-minded. Also, every guy would hate me for having a check list. Or worse, they might try to live up to it and lose themselves in the process. That’s not my intention. I have many times dipped into the list myself and it makes me strive for this irrational idea of perfection that I have. Maybe it’s not for my ideal guy after all, maybe it’s for my ideal person.
I work on being a better human being everyday, literally. I am determined to find peace within and I refuse to fall in love until I am satisfied with who I am. The universe or my conscience must know this because the guys I’ve considered over the past two years have pretty much been off limits. I feel it in my bones that it is not my time for love though. It gets lonely, but patience is a virtue. I just do me in the mean time and make lots of friends. I love meeting new people, new people help me grow.
I’ve actually thought, “why can’t I meet someone just like me?” But I start to imagine all the things we’d do together and I realize it would be so boring. Being a little different allows for the introduction of new things. That would be much more fun for us since we’d both be open-minded at the very least. Consequently, we will grow together, and that is the hardest thing to do with another person.
I think I just need to focus on myself and he will gravitate toward me because he is someone who is continuously trying to better himself as I am. He is someone who understands that we are constantly evolving, nothing is forever and everything takes time. He is someone who knows there is more than meets the eye, and these would be the basis of our relationship.
In fact, we will gravitate toward each other.
Dream Portraits by Antonio Mora
A series of standard portraits fused with landscape, animal, and abstract photography that represent an in-between phase of consciousness.
The best thing about this is that it was solely for his personal enjoyment
Gah I lah him